Saturday, April 04, 2009
3:20 AM
[3:17] Happy Birthday, Mum...
The evening was good, mum was filled with gifts and glee. It's a pity I couldn't fork out enough for her present, I need to do something about it. But I'm glad she enjoyed the night and surprises. Thanks to my pals for coming too, though I never played a good host ever before.
I realised what went wrong with me, and I knew it long ago without facing it. I can't accept myself for who I am, what I do, and how I live. My family doesn't stand in the center of wealth, but at least they are all able people who provides for themselves financially. I used to be a workaholic, slogging the entire day for 7 days a week. Then I lost myself, and I couldn't find the way back. My mum and sisters are label-capable, my dad is a strong man. What am I?
It's time for a change...