Last night had been the worst of my life. This morning, I woke up crying. Got home at 3 something, and went to bed at 4. I woke up at 1330, in astonishment and great disappointment. Haunted by 3 dreams, 2 of which broke me down.

1) Nothing near to a big deal - Took some photos with Chester Bro using my Nikon 7.0 Pixels Digicam. He wants to exchange my memory card with his (he has no digicam in reality) to acquire the photos immediately (though I don't know how in real life). I refused, and he showed some attitude.

2) Dreamt of myself in the death bed. Can't remember why I'm dying, but I'm incurable anyway. The nurse had to inject something into my life support to put me to sleep once my family agrees. The weird thing is, Karin (My sister's friend) was the one who permitted the nurse to do so. I was conscious, and wanted to see my eldest sis (my really close sibling) and my little sis (my stern cutie). Karin went to get them over, and I cried hugging them so tightly. Then I have my parents and elder sis coming in, and I told them how I couldn't bear leaving them. Death is not a fearsome thing to me, parting with my beloved is.

3) The dream that broke me down real bad, the dream that madee me cry non-stop. A personal dream that I don't want to mention in here.

I can't stop crying now. Everyone who loves me, I really want to thank you very much. Everyone whom I've loved, I'm sorry you have to leave because of my selfishness. I'm not a good person, I don't deserve to be loved.

Sheldon Neo, I swear by the name of my sin-holy soul, that if I discover the fact that you are behind everything, I will destroy you. I promised not to plot again, but when a person who ought to die lives on, I ought to do something.