[7.08am]

I didn't wake up early. I had a sleepless night. I am supposed to be very tired after forcing myself down some 400ml of Hoegaarden, but it didn't seem to make me any drowsy. The thing in my mind now is haunting me so badly I couldn't sleep, so I thought this blog would help me relieve a little load.

My 2 brothers have now gone into wonderland, conversing with their angels in the snores. Here I am trying hard not to shed a tear, and keeping cool about life. I have Sundial Dreams playing in the background to put my bro to sleep, but it brought back a memory that I never want to rake up.

Thanks for the wonderful information you gave to my bro. Now I can be assured that I don't have to lay my clean hands on a filthy maggot. But things just ain't that simple. You're smart not to be taken in, but an intended plot is a sin and needs to be exterminated.

Have I changed? Have I really changed?