[00:30] Traumerei - Schumann

I don't know why I'm feeling so downcasted now. I feel like crying, I feel like screaming, I got the urge to break down, and to plunge down from the 7th storey right down to hades. While the beautiful classical piano plays in the back, I couldn't describe the emotions that I should already feel. There are things that made me so vexed, I don't know what I should do to find my soul back. I am once again saying in here, that I thought I may have been down with depression.

I need help.

There was my room and everything in there to warm my soul, while last thursday came two crabbies to divert my attention to. I had my personal things (my candles, my solitary walls, etc.) to isolate myself in there, but today I lost something that is really important. My Hi-fi set broke down, I can no longer play any music. That means I can't listen to Classics, Jazz, Oldies, Instrumentals, and Sentimentals. It is hell because music has always been inspiring me.

When a little boy falls, he cries for a while and forgets what happened.
When a teen falls, he stands up in embarassment and walks away quickly.
When a man falls, he breaks down and will never forget what happened.
When an old man falls, he never stood up again and dies thereafter.

It's just how you define the word 'fall'.