I forced my ass up the bed to accompany Mum to Expo's food fair. I didn't want to go anywhere, because everywhere I go reminds me of you. Suntec City, Marina Square, Orchard, Tampines, too many places for me to remininse. But Mum looked really bored and desperate to go out for a breather - she's stucked at home the entire 5 day per week. So I forced myself to accompany her.

You know, for the entire of yesterday and today, I couldn't get you out of my mind. And I couldn't chase the hurt away from my heart, I could literally feel the pain coming in there. It really hurts. I hallucinated again this morning. I opened my eyes and you were the first thing that appeared to my eyes. But after a moment....

I don't know why, but as I walked around everywhere, I would randomly mumble, "Yvonne, where are you? I miss you"