Yes, I don't have so many friends like you guys do. I don't have so many people I can trust like you guys do, I can count my friends with my fingers. I am often the odd one, the extra to put it nastily.

I lock myself every night in my very own solitary room, listening to music that you guys will never appreciate. Classical, sentimentals, jazz... But I speak to these music with my mind, my ears, my soul. They are the only spirit that understands my agony, my only source of relaxation.

I know myself. Scheming, cunning, dishonorable, and distorted. You guys don't have to remind me of these because they ain't going to make me happy. Just let me be the lonely boy who lives in his own world.