Saturday, August 09, 2008
11:34 PM
I bet only idiots start crying in the cinema even before the show started. LOL we went to Plaza Singapura's GV for "Money No Enough II". We bought 5 tickets initially, but sis decided not to go in the last minute. So there is an extra ticket, and only 4 of us went to the movies.
I sat right beside the extra seat. 10 minutes before the show started, the screen was still blank. I placed my arm on the arm rest, afterwhich I pulled up the arm rest up of nothingness. That's when I got reminded again.. It's a couple seat, with only me sitting alone. Mum asked earlier to bring a friend along, but I couldn't think of anybody. Then I realised, it was meant for you.. The next moment was my heavy tears.. I couldn't control myself, despite how hard I tried..
You used to wipe away my tears when we watched the 10 Promises to My Dog. I was cuddling you. Tonight, it kept me thinking... Where are you... Haa.. I'm actually crying again now.. The thought of that empty seat.. It's evilish.. My young silly sis.. She saw me weeping, and offer me some tissue paper.. I asked her.. "Huh, why gimme this...??" And she replied, "Ain't you down with running nose?".. She's the best sis ever... She knew I was crying.. And she texted me a week ago through our cells comforting words that really perked me up.
People were laughing throughout the movie, I was dazing.. Crying at points of time that were not necessary... I kept looking at the seat and thinking.. Where are you, won't you wipe away my tears again?? Damn.. I can't stop my tears.. I won't want to watch a movie again.
I cried in the bus, in the movies, at the pavement towards the Rochor area, and now.. LOL keep me distracted.. Please.....