The project briefing was quite intimidating, many issues seem to point at our ineffective dynamics within the group. As the leader, I have the responsibility to ensure everyone remains motivated, with morale to attain the best result. But I know somehow, that the blacksheep may just implicate all of us to a feat.

Went to the movies with Sheldon for Harold & Kumar. It's a really funny nice show, featuring 2 buddies encountering lots of troubles in their journey to Amsterdam. There's quite a few hideous nude scenes too. That movie upset me a little, because I know I wish to watch that hilarious movie with you. Everytime people around me laughs to the movie, I was thinking, why ain't you beside me? And I couldn't wait to share with you all the funny details about those 2 jokers. I couldn't laugh much without your cheeky laughter.

I've lost my angst, and now i just yearn for a warm hug. I miss that smell, I miss those lips. Although I'm not totally appeased yet, I just want to forget all that had happened and hug you to a good long sleep. I'm putting aside all the sweet stuffs, I just wish to tell you that I'm affected by lots of things about you. But strangely I just miss you everytime I don't see you, even when I'm angry at you. This is how powerful affection is I guess, I lost again...

I miss you.