Sunday, May 04, 2008
10:38 PM
I prepared and did so much, and what I received was so much unexpected and disappointing. Yes, I know somehow it must have been a miscommunication. But the impact is strong enough to upset me to the climax. What am I to you? I was very tired I couldn't move, but looks like I miss you too much to want to meet you. HAHAHA but so what?
I didn't even have the chance to pass you the very one peanut chocolate I made specially for you. It took me more than 2 hours to figure out and make it so thick and sweet so that it is extraordinary. I thought that would bring you a wide smile after a long day's work, but the chocolate ended up in the bin afterall. Haha and to think I told mum I'm making only one piece because it's so hard to make it. Sorry I didn't manage to make more... Oh and sorry I only messaged you after I went out because I was taking a long time making the chocolate.
What do I expect now? You to listen to me? Nope, you got no idea how much it affected me when you told me straight in the face "No, I got no money if I don't work.". What about that time when I asked you to stop working and you said yes? Lol and many many other things. Have you considered the amount of time for meeting me?
Yawns. All ain't important anymore, I'm going to bed soon. Very tired.