Wednesday, August 08, 2007
12:38 PM
I've had enough.. Enough of all this!
I feel so stupid to always try to please her by restricting myself from doing things that would upset her... Now i'm just upsetting myself.. OK you don't even bother to comfort me a lil when I was just jealous.. You stood up by him? Go ahead.. I won't bother anymore.. I'm so numb about this already.. I have my female friends too.. If you don't even bother about my feelings, thanks... Go confide in other guys... Cos i will confide in other girls too..
Efforts? You wanna compare yours with mine? Do you even feel it? HAA i guess not... When i ask u to say bb to him, you rep I hate you... You fucking know how that feels like?
Go ok.. Just like the morning.. I feel so fucken stupid pressing the life button to get u.. u dun even bother to tell me where u wanna go.. Y did I bother? Rem this... You walked out on me TWICE...
FUCK IT OK.. If that mother fucker can put a smile on you aft this morn, u make me feel EXTRA ok.. ask me watch u play for wad? Compare your results with him la.. no one to tok to online? LOL red beannie isnt human i guess... Im not stupid...
Called and I didnt explain? Haa how to speak properly when im rushin? Fuck luck.. sms went wrong causing so much.. You cant even wait 20 to 30 mins... When I was waiting an hour for u in dover? u didnt even say thank you...
Nicholas right? Yeah he share common interest with u i guess.. can play games so well? FUCK THAT! go find him la... Haven't I become the barrier and third party when I came in to obstruct your sweet conversation?
You wanna know something? I'm not as fortunate as you ok.. I dun even hv frens to tok to online.. dun have gatherings to go to.. you wun feel e loneliness alright...
And if you're still angry, i'm sorry I did my best to please you..
New mother fucken bitch in my hate list.. it start with N?