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Profile
Borned 16/12/1988
Not too sociable
Pretty introvert
Straightforward
You name it.
Camus
Loves blue cheese with Shiraz
Guiness Stout
Classic, or orbit
Pu`Er Cha (Chinese Tea)
Singing in the shower
Watches S-League matches and supports SAFFC
Pool/Snooker
Chills in bar and pubs, doesn't go to clubs.
Keeps lots of candles and scents for display and collection
Persistent in opinions/decisions
Eat a lot, sleep alot, play a lot, and serious at work
Loves everything about his room, the tranquility, serenity, and solitary.
Laws
Flaws and Goodness
Introvert.
Sinks his melancholy in alcohol.
Count yourself lucky if he talks to you about his troubles.
Very frank in words, may upset people with his words.
Emotional, not temperamental.
Dumb actually, but hides his side really well.
Political, but treasures his few friends.
Perfectionist.
Resends his own personality.
As described, live alone.
Thinks badly of a person first, before becoming friends.
Monday, August 27, 2007
10:39 PM
I did try my best to learn yesterday, otherwise I wouldn't have asked you to assist me already.. For that listed look, it's a very early morning when we met up, I slept for only 3 hours the night before... Nth to do with me being uninterested. And my voice sounded harsh cos I was tired.. A lil raise to my voice would sound harsh.. I'm sorry...
I wasn't trying convince you that no qualification is okie or whatsoever, and I know very well that better cert brings you better jobs with higher salary. But for me, I don't want to get a job with a high pay but not something that I want to do. I don't want to live my life away with stress. To be frank, I never intended to be a businessman or something that's got to do with my cert. Being a manger who earns big bucks doesn't mean happiness. There's something you said that's very true. "In life we don't get everything we want". But that's also why we have dreams, to do something out of the ordinary. I prefer to start from scratch, climb the narrow ladder up slowly to a promotion rather than drilling my heads down the books.
Eric could have done better, he may have regretted the fact that he didn't study enough. But studying isn't my forte, I just wanna finish my diploma soon and make money my own way.. I didnt force you to stop your studies now too.. But I wish that you can support my way of living even though it's not the way you'd do it to yourself, just like I know you have your perceptions to certificates. There are also alot of people with little education who earns more than U-grads.. It's just the way the direction we want to move on.. And I want to go my way.. Your support is very important to me.
Okie enough about education.. I called you, I sms-ed you.. I tot you would want to talk to me for a lil while.. But everything I do since this morning turned out to be discouraging.. I missed you, and I still do.. But every rep I got from you, is either you dun wanna msg or you just dun wanna hv contact wid me.. Even now.. I just called you to hear your voice, and to concern you over wad happened today.. U are at your grams.. But you didnt even sound enthu to my call, but instead like i'm disturbing you.. I tried to be there.... but I just couldnt get to you... When do you want to sms me, when do you want to hear me ?
I miss you.