Sunday...

Sometimes, everytime... I yearn for just a friend, calling out to my name and laugh together. Everytime I see new friends you made, enjoying time with them together and all.. I recall the times I walked alone in TM, pacing around aimlessly until I came to the beancurd stall. I bought one of it and went to the eating corner... I got a seat on the stone slab of the aquarium, when two people came and sit on my left.. Then came two more sitting on my right. They were eating and chatting, while I sit alone in the middle eating my warm nice beancurd trying hard not to tear.

I've got good friends. But all were attached, either to girlfriends or work. I don't even remember when the last time we met was. So I turned to my solitude, isolating myself in my room whenever I feel lonely. At the least, my room has all that expresses my thoughts and emotions.

When you say, "Huh, alone? Bo liao ar?!", do you know how it feels to be really alone, after trying to call everybody for companions and none actually could make it? You have so many people around you, you know not the feeling of loneliness bro..

It made me realise that all I have, is my precious girl. I'm glad you're sociable enough to make new friends. They are a big part of life.....

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