So it's this long since I properly blogged... Changes occurred, or nothing actually happened. The society remains the same as before, but I'm changed. I know I am, and I am contented with it.

I may always seem to have circles of friends, a lot may think that I could be a sociable person. Everybody see me as a carefree person without grievance and misery, nobody could feel the kind of isolation that I strongly do. Maybe some people out there feel the same way, but it's no longer a common social problem; it is personal and mental.

From this day, I'm alone with only my girl and family. Those who commit to become a brother, thank you. For everyone else, I don't need you.

I have no life, I am a boring person who doesn't go for the leisure activities like any teenagers do. I am tied in my own world with my own illusions and music, with beautiful and unholy personality that shall ooze every blood which still flow in my body. I am happy with my life, and I don't intend to live like any healthy teenagers do. I live my life with a sacred and heartless soul, for whom deserves no pity and sympathy.

For whom the bell tolls
To Anton the druids flow.
Live up to the name of the legions
Crave for the desires of Agaures...