Thursday, July 26, 2007
1:53 PM
I'm going to focus on my studies... There are too much.. too much pressure in me inflicted a big part by myself... The rest, I hope they are there to support me, not add on to the misery... Everyone was average 60%, while I am 85%.. I'm very much affected by this test, nobody understands why I should be.... I'm against the world, but the world was once against me first.
I'll let the hate in me to lead, while I still love those who deserve them... Many of you are so able to love freely, do you guys know why people still hate like I do? You probably don't, because you don't see the point to.
I've done too much, it's time I think for myself more. OB graded tutorial, work as a pair to complete the assignment. Everyone has chosen their partners, I have nobody. Haha sitting alone everyday in lecture halls is my life in school. Which of you has ever lived the way i do now? Or are you guys bound to call yourself lonely in school when you only have nobody to eat with? LOL I'm alone again now in the lab... Wherever I go, I am alone...
End of topic... No more arguments......... Is it so hard to take the fact that I'm really miserable ? Must all of you argue your way out just to prove that you're worse off me? LOL again, only 2 or 3 people know that my life is really screwed in school, and why I'm only always seen with my girlfriend.. Where are my friends? Shane, I'm hopping up your boat!