Thursday, May 24, 2007
10:44 PM
You don't understand me.. You don't appreciate all that I've done.. You love JS.. I never thought i was wrong in the past, but have you put me first before yourself? do you love me more than yourself? Do you mean it when you said you love me and that you don't want other girls to get near me?
Why would you do things to hurt me instead? Why do you always get your way back at me when I was supposed to tell you what and how much I did and given up just for you? Why do you get so angry when I never did anything to add her but it was actually the other way round, and i nvr chatted wid her? Then why are you the one who initiated a chat with other guys? Have you appreciated every extra thing I do just to cheer you and put a smile on your face? And why do you tell me that you're always wrong when in fact i'm the one who is always wrong? Do you love me at all?
Yes after saying all of this, you always say.. Ya you are very noble, you don't have to do so much for me. you have your freedom... Based on this i'm so sure that you don't understand me at all. If those weren't the things I wanna do for you, I won't even think of doing it.. And what i expected solely after telling you all this was your appreciation and to hear you say.. wow i love you.. was that so hard? Was it so wrong for me to express my efforts because I love you?
I finally understood why Frank has taken the step forward.. Because girls are selfish people who don't care for guys. Taking them for granted, and worsely don't appreciate what they've given up and done for them. They felt that its something natural and should do nothing to love them more.