Camus
Loves blue cheese with Shiraz
Guiness Stout
Classic, or orbit
Pu`Er Cha (Chinese Tea)
Singing in the shower
Watches S-League matches and supports SAFFC
Pool/Snooker
Chills in bar and pubs, doesn't go to clubs.
Keeps lots of candles and scents for display and collection
Persistent in opinions/decisions
Eat a lot, sleep alot, play a lot, and serious at work
Loves everything about his room, the tranquility, serenity, and solitary.
Laws
Flaws and Goodness
Introvert.
Sinks his melancholy in alcohol.
Count yourself lucky if he talks to you about his troubles.
Very frank in words, may upset people with his words.
Emotional, not temperamental.
Dumb actually, but hides his side really well.
Political, but treasures his few friends.
Perfectionist.
Resends his own personality.
As described, live alone.
Thinks badly of a person first, before becoming friends.
Monday, April 30, 2007
10:32 PM
Dar has been wonderful today to accompany me this evening after a drained long day in school. I understand whoever cares for me wants me to get past this emotional imbalance in me as what hon calls it to be, as soon as I can be. In fact, only gal knows what exactly happened to me. I didn't tell anybody else about it because I feel it's not so critical yet. There is a question in me regarding my sudden mental disorder. Is it a matter of my health, or is it something in me spiritually that has pulled the trigger?
It is a contradiction, i've been acting strange recently. Whether or not is it a physical or spiritual issue doesn't really matter anymore. Dar said it's a stress in me i couldn't undertake, but i just cant agree completely. It just feel weird, and abnormal. If its physical, maybe i can look for a cure. But what if its something that's in my mind, something spiritual? I got no cure, and I can't go back to the life i once had.
Faith.
