New year's approaching, and there seem to be no excitement, no desire for the occasion.. While most of the people are already looking forward to a celebration, TP students are drilling their heads down the books, preparing for a major examination in the week right after new year... What worthless schedule TP has given us..

I'm still as stressed as before.. Maths, stats, and com prog are wearing me out.. I know somehow, i mustn't fail any of this modules in order to bypass this semester, but i'm beginning to lose interest in my academics.. I no longer pay attention to the lessons, neither do i bother to make the right approach.. I feel so much like giving up..

I believe myself to be a vital personnel in group projects, but to work with people of autocracy is only a restraint to my creativity & contributions.. I can't lead, and hence i dun hold the final say.. But i very badly want everything to go by my way, because i know my ideas will certainly surpass what other people can give, as anticipated by my two recent presentations.. Maybe i would describe myself as a strategist in the group, planning everything. But i'll need a great leader to motivate everybody else, and bring us to fruition. To the two 'aristocrats' i've worked together with in the two different presentations, 'It is, but your waste to have not capitalized my worth in the project, but thanks to your ignorance, i've realised your worth in group-oriented developments. It is as good as individual work, but bullshit.'

Agares is an autocratic member. And it is not easy at all to work with him, because he is fussy, and holds high expectations in things he wanna do. Otherwise, call him a total toad, good-for-nothing..