I dun argue for any slightest things, i only wan a simple reason, that's ALL...

All i offered was ' Chill out'.. When i met you after sch, How did you do when i hugged, kissed and cuddled you just to cheer you ? You reacted only normal.. Have you ever did those ? May I know wad others things i shud do to cheer you when i cant help u with your studies ?

You appreciate it, or do you think it shud hv oready been part of life tt you see it as nothing ?

Do you know what's always on my mind, when and what i'm worried about, When i'm upset, which i am always so ? Everytime you ask and i speak halfway, you'd be fascinated by some other stuffs you see and forget all abt me...

You were so paranoid when you didnt receive my msg on Sat aft your work.. I did reply you, just some connection prob.. you called with a tone so nice, askin me why i didnt rep.. I was so delighted to see your call.. But you slashed it... Sunday... You were so busy doin your stuffs online and you took almost 3 hours to rep every msg.. With many of them short.. How do you think i felt..

For all the things i do, good or bad, right or wrong, you like it or not, you never stopped me.. Do you know how badly i wish you cud control me abit ? i feel like im livin alone.. I nvr had a time i tell myself this.. "No, i cant do tt, because dar dun like it...".. Where is my sense of security ?

Do you even know im sufferin from bad depression ? Until now i stil have e very bad yearnin for death, cant slp well, i even cry when im listenin to my mp4.... You know tt?

To put it short, what do you know about me ? You know why i dun wan you to be a waitress ? you never knew.. I'll nvr wan you to be one..... Not now, not in the future.. I'll never say yes to it..

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