One year passes in a swift, So much had happened to this persevering relationship, too much for only a year...

We went through alot, not everything yet, considering ourselves only in our teens... But we certainly understand how crucial communications can be, because couples can never accomodate without so... We squabbled so much, even turned against each other frequently, all under lack of understandings and poor communication.. But we are still together... I guess that's how much we want each other's company.......

I guess my weakest part is my jealousy... It's so impossible to put on a facade of 'I dun mind' whenever i see or even feel something amiss.. That's how critical i am, so mindful of a slightest movement.. Which then lead to my heinous hatred... I can resent everything on earth, both the existing and never-existed to exaggerate abit on this part, then my life is screwed.. Afterall im nt a good juggler between love and life... They cause a self-destruct to one another.. How weak can i be..

That ridiculous con-woman said I'd be 'popular' at 26, but it does seem that dar is already popular now.. Well, she is a beautiful cutie whom everyone adores.. fair-skinned, cherry look.. But i'll never let anyone get close to my girl.. Her beauty lies in the eyes of her beholder, ME ! Hoo Ha Ha ! I am the true face, of EVIL ~.~"

Hmm do i still hate, or do i lift my resentment for anything?? That's the One-Year resolution dar wans from me.. But it is a nature in me.. How do i lift that ?? Help me..............

Happy One Year Hon !!