Cut all formalities for today.. I want it a most normal, direct, and straight entry for today.... No amount of rephrasal ever voice my opinions out....

Statistics is just this coming Wednesday, and i know very clearly I will never make it even if I drill my head down the books now.. I've lost too much in my previous tests.. And to think its a close book paper with four very long questions and no MCQs, it is impossible for me to pass this module... I've given up, yes... GIVEN UP.... But i don't feel good, because i know i cant proceed to the next semester with a new module, which is affilated to Statistics. My life then will be back to misery like the first two months of my poly admission... Loneliness, demotivation...

I very much want to try study bit by bit now, but without guidance I can't do anything.. Nothing can help me, the text in the books only make me feel drowsy... I'm going to forward this module..

I'm still waiting for your reply... You aren't in a good mood and i so much wanted to share your misery.. But all you offered was, 'I'm just sian'... Somehow I just feel that you are troubled.. You don't sound good..

No mood to do anything now... not to study too.. I've finally realised why i hate so much... I hate as much as i'm jealous... So its impossible not to hate now i guess......