When you have total faith in your lover doesn't mean he has it in himself. Maybe he doen't even have some of it.. That's why jealousy is natural...... Doubting you is another issue... Don't give your lover a chance of jealousy, lest the unnecessary arguments... Men and women certainly think differently, very much of it...

There are expectations within communications among couples... One thing that wud take ages and godS to change me, my jealousy... my inconfidence...

When you people think im pampered, aren't you pamered too ? Or have you taken things for granted that you've forgotten how its like to be pampered ? Just because i look physically better than you doesn't mean i live a better life.. Nobody understands me.. no one ever ever did..

Many times i have to prevent myself from writing stuffs i mustn't in this blog, and control myself from saying things i shouldn't, to prevent misunderstandings.. No one appreciates wad i've done.. not in the family, not frens, not even the lion dance troupe.. My comments were nonsense, my critics were rubbish.. and i mustn't say too much to criticize, lest the rise to arguments.. That's me, always doin my best to stop myself from getting upset, and saying things ppl dun wanna hear..

I dun blame anyone for not appreciatin me thou.. Afterall, i'm just an egoistic, restrictin, and a worthless person..